Found it weird when a girl of 22 was saying that she is thankful to god that she is just having a sister and a brother and "not more than that",having siblings is tragedy. If a kid of 5 was saying these things , I would have understood the moto of saving chocolates or even if a boy of 22 was saying this,the matter of property would have been there but a girl with fake smile,pearls in eyes,hurting her one foot with other and wrapping her dupatta on her wrist tightly,her actions were contradicting her words ,it was like she was punishing herself for what she has said!
Why she said those things? When I met her again,she was trying to run away from me but I somehow managed to talk to her, when she started she was already in pieces, pieces that she cannot even count,fixing them is secondary. She told she is having parents, an elder sister and a younger brother.Whatever her father earns, her mother keeps all those for herself, her elder sister has a lover so she just loves and never works,brother has left studies because he himself decided that he is not made for it and her mother is fine with all these things. But want her to earn for her sister and brother. She is maid at my friend's place. After working there, she is supposed to work at her own house and elder sister takes the credit by calling her mother after the completion of every small work asking "how is this ?"She always wanted to be a beautician but her mother clearly said she can do anything after her sister's marriage and brother's settlement and both the things are supposed to take place by her savings !
I literally had goose bumps when just for a second I thought of myself breathing in her conditions. Yes,being the master of our life is hypothetical but the place where yo can't even own 5 minutes of your life, you will get suffocated. For a while if someone will go through it as a casual listener things will appear to be either filmy or melodramatic or self made story but you can't betray your own emotions that took birth because of her emotions. The same thing took place with me. And here I got the answer of my question that I asked from myself earlier and the answer to it is , "CIRCUMSTANCES" and I am left with nothing else to say.....
Why she said those things? When I met her again,she was trying to run away from me but I somehow managed to talk to her, when she started she was already in pieces, pieces that she cannot even count,fixing them is secondary. She told she is having parents, an elder sister and a younger brother.Whatever her father earns, her mother keeps all those for herself, her elder sister has a lover so she just loves and never works,brother has left studies because he himself decided that he is not made for it and her mother is fine with all these things. But want her to earn for her sister and brother. She is maid at my friend's place. After working there, she is supposed to work at her own house and elder sister takes the credit by calling her mother after the completion of every small work asking "how is this ?"She always wanted to be a beautician but her mother clearly said she can do anything after her sister's marriage and brother's settlement and both the things are supposed to take place by her savings !
I literally had goose bumps when just for a second I thought of myself breathing in her conditions. Yes,being the master of our life is hypothetical but the place where yo can't even own 5 minutes of your life, you will get suffocated. For a while if someone will go through it as a casual listener things will appear to be either filmy or melodramatic or self made story but you can't betray your own emotions that took birth because of her emotions. The same thing took place with me. And here I got the answer of my question that I asked from myself earlier and the answer to it is , "CIRCUMSTANCES" and I am left with nothing else to say.....
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