I guess CIRCUMSTANCES , What else....

Found it weird when a girl of 22 was saying that she is thankful to god that she is just having a sister and a brother and "not more than that",having siblings is tragedy. If a kid of 5 was saying these things , I would have understood the moto of saving chocolates or even if a boy of 22 was saying this,the matter of property would have been there but a girl with fake smile,pearls in eyes,hurting her one foot with other and wrapping her dupatta on her wrist tightly,her actions were contradicting her words ,it was like she was punishing herself for what she has said!
 Why she said those things? When I met her again,she was trying to run away from me but I somehow managed to talk to her, when she started she was already in pieces, pieces that she cannot even count,fixing them is secondary. She told she is having parents, an elder sister and a younger brother.Whatever her father earns, her mother keeps all those for herself, her elder sister has a lover so she just loves and never works,brother has left studies because he himself decided that he is not made for it and her mother is fine with all these things. But want her to earn for her sister and brother. She is maid at my friend's place. After working there, she is supposed to work at her own house and elder sister takes the credit by calling her mother after the completion of  every small work asking "how is this ?"She always wanted to be a beautician but her mother clearly said she can do anything after her sister's marriage and brother's settlement and both the things are supposed to take place by her savings !
I literally had goose bumps when just for a second I thought of myself breathing in her conditions. Yes,being the master of our life is hypothetical but the place where yo can't even own 5 minutes of your life, you will get suffocated. For a while if someone will go through it as a casual listener things will appear to be either filmy or melodramatic or self made story but you can't betray your own emotions that took birth because of her emotions. The same thing took place with me. And here I got the answer of my question that I asked from myself earlier and the answer to it is , "CIRCUMSTANCES" and I am left with nothing else to say.....

"SHE" between reality and fantasy.....

She was in a dark room,never locked but bounded by ropes of believes,we can't see but we believe..oh so sorry...we 'have to' believe. She was peeping outside where it was brighter than inside. Brought up in between the fairy tales,assuming everyone to be good,yes good enough to help, to smile. But got to know about the true characters when she faced it all. The brighter side,she was peeping into ,was her fantasy and darker room was the reality.. She was taught to do everything within the limits that the society has set. She was in the room where she was even told to sit,to walk,to talk,to smile the way she "looks" good but she was brought up with the assurance that she can live her life the way she "feels'' good.She realized while looking out to the bright old days which are now just her 'fantasy' ,that how a girl's life is contradicting, it contradicts to the assumptions,she actually never made but she believed, being a kid looking at the society around her with those small eyes,the eyes that were capable of capturing only the projections governed by her family with love for that small kid.She is supposed to be inside the house,when sun goes away.She even doesn't know either for her the sun is trustworthy and moon is not,or the society is afraid of the sun as moon is lenient enough!

OK yes ! they say just the company of two men is safe i.e., her brother and her father and other males are not safe for her ,that's why she is supposed to check her dress before stepping out even while walking on the road,she should be sure that the top she wore inside a hoody is not visible. But for a second ,think if there is a murderer in the city then he is jailed ,we are not locked inside our houses.Then why she is kept inside ,if males are not good then keep them bounded if not by believes then by something which can terrify them.
And let me add that here "she" is not any individual I met but "she'' is the soul of every girl breathing around you, from a celebrity to any ordinary girl. The difference is that, a celebrity is considered safe because she has powers more than what we have. Celebrities are also bounded but lesser than us , because harmful creatures around them are also bounded and we are not safe because around us those creatures are not bounded,instead we are...badly we are!
Sarcastic enough I must say........